so, i survived the release of the o'level results!!! haha! i'm pretty satisfied with the results i got(: i got an L1R5 of 12 points before deducting cca points and 10 points after the deduction. when i was sitting in the hall, waiting for the results to be released, i felt really anxious and i could feel my heart beating so hard it felt like it was going to jump out of my chest. i saw no hope of me achieving my target of 12 points so i told myself to be more realistic. i prayed soooooooooo hard to get atleast 15 points and that's when i saw my name on the screen with my L1R5 just beside my name. 12 fucking points!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! motherfucker!!!!! i'm over the moooooooooon(: it's a real dream come true. so anyway, i dropped by for 2 jc open houses today; mjc's open house and sajc's open house. initially, going to sajc was my dream, but after today, i had a change of heart. sajc's combination is so rigid and only people with a b3 and above for amaths can take h2maths. what the flying fuck?! other schools only require a c6 and above!!! so because of this dumbass reason, i can't go to sajc): i'm so upset! arghhhhhh! but oh well, mjc is a pretty good school with impressive a'level results from last year so i'm going to go with mjc for my first choice. i reallyyyyy hope i can get into mjc):

oh the horror! 1 more day till the release of olevel results. it seems like only yesterday that my last olevel paper ended. the holidays have sure gone by in a flash. i can only remember vague details of what i did the past 2 months or so, such as; getting inked, partying at zirca, kbox with erica and eunice, going to perth, partying at mink and the royal place with jace and all, watching mission impossible with the usuals, going lan with the usuals, watching the darkest hour with the usuals, having dinner with erica and her dad at ecp, having erica sleepover at my place, going lan with the usuals again, going to uss with the usuals, celebrating my bithday with my family, reading the hunger games trilogy (hoho! im on the last book already!), watching shit loads of shows and dramas, getting addicted to the sims, losing interest in the sims, etc. i swear i havent even partied hard enough yet and the holidays are already coming to an end. on the bright side, ive finally got around to doing something productive. yessss. ive finally got a job! hahaha! okay, not exactly a proper job but hey, im still getting paid! (woohoo. gimme the $$$)

fucking hilarious. hahahahahahahaha! omg.

Xmas Blowout

I'm attending the Xmas Blowout event tomorrrow at zirca. Kinda looking forward to it (: hope it'll be a blast! haha. excited~ I'm going out for lan tomorrow afternoon with the usuals. i miss them. Havent seen them since my Perth trip.

holidays

(:

just dl and started watching supernatural season 6. hehe. damn lag i know. but i was waiting for the discs to come out then i can watch all at one shot. but. oh well, couldnt resist the temptations(:

watching ss6 makes me happy(:

ok. im off to watch ss6 like some addict now. buhbye.

cause you're not coming back

life's been pretty shitty for the longest time. everything's changing so fast that i can't adapt. everything that i once felt familiar with has been taken away from me. im left with nothing. i really regret what i did before. i brought this upon myself. i just wish that things can be as they were before and that things can be as simple as we thought things were when we were kids.

omfg. whats up with the fucking weather nowadays?? seriously, it feels like a fucking sauna at home. ahh

WOOHOO! too think that i'll be able to see/ hear maroon5 live in like an hour or so is making me hyperventilate. AHHHH! sex god adam levine!!!!! oh my fucking god. im gonna have a blast tonight(: yeah, be jealous you wont get to see them live(:

ok. so chris might have been eliminated but i still think he's pretty good. this song is pretty darn awesome even though i dont really like a small part of the lyrics(:

been watching 90210 the past few days. aghhh. im addicted): anyways. Emily is such a bitch to Annie. I WANNA KILL HER. fucking bitch.

social etiquette

had social etiquette thingy today(: followed by a dining experience at Marina Square- Breeks. it was an awesome day overall except that the food was pretty shitty. HAHA. and it was wayy too tiring to eat.

tuition in the morning. uhh. tired max. went to parkway parade after that. got my new specs made. gonna collet them on wed night(: its like plain black. cut my fringe after that. omgg. it was a last minute decision ok!

IM HAVING A FUCKING HEADACHE NOW! AHHHH! FML! ):

cross country(:

HELL YEAH! 4J was the Champion for the sec 4/5 level for cross country 2011(: yayyyyyy! damn happy man!

walked all the way with eunice and germaine though. hahaha. congrats to all the winners!

lunch then movie with erica and chanel . watched The Adjustment Bureau. the show was not bad luh. kinda slow  moving for me though. nearly fell asleep. hahaha!

watched I Am Number Four today(: HAHAHA. damn happy! the movie wasnt super fantastic but it was still pretty good. OMGGGG. Alex was damn hot in the movie! ahh. his six pecs nearly made me drool ok!

im like dying to watch I Am Number 4! ahhhhhh /: is anyone out there up for it???

history is killing me. ahhhh. writing up my own notes is a big pain in the ass.

oh my fucking god. i'd kill to have nice, long, slender legs like her. fml. why must i be born short??? ): shes bloody hot! im practically drooling now-.-

to all the lifeless people out there. please learn to be more original. i dont even get why you can be satisfied with just merely copying what other people are saying or doing.

supported the guys vb b'div team after maths supp. it was the finals and they were competing against Dunman Sec. the match was fucking Awesome man! (: we won 2-0 overall. WOOHOO!! i didnt think that we will win the second match at first coz the score was 10-5 (yep, we were losing by 5 points) but in the end, we managed to catch up and win 18-25. it was a supersuper exciting match and the other team put up a really tough fight. the hall was echoing with cheers from both schools and the atmosphere was super intense.

1st round:
21-25
won

2nd round:
18-25
won

i didnt even know that our vb team was this good. hahaha! they didnt give up even though they were losing, but instead, they pressed on and even managed to win.

why does everything seem so fucked up now? i just want everything to end now. this all feels awkward. sometimes, i feel like going up to you and confronting you. coz what you are right now is far from the person i once knew. i wish that i could read minds so that i would know exactly what you are thinking. this has all got to end soon. i am t i r e d.

happy valentine's day! (:

thanks to all my beloved friends who gave me presents(: you guys made my day! HAHA. and you guys make me feel like an ass for not getting you guys anything): hahahaha. ok. i shall get you guys stuff soon!

"trust is difficult to gain, easy to lose"

trust might not be everything, but frankly, without trust, everything else is nothing.

even though today is not one of the best days of my life, but, i still feel that only through shitty times can you learn something. and therefore, i still feel glad that we did what we did today.

i hate backstabbers and two-faced assholes. i mean seriously, if youre not happy with me then come up and tell me stright to my face. you dont need to bitch about me to your friends. coz that not only displays your stupidity but your cowardice as well.

adam levine madness.

cnyyy

happy cny everyone! haha. festive mood. woohoo. ok. ive been having steamboat for lunch and dinner for idk how many times in a row alrdy but im still not sick of it yet(:

played mj today with jace, mummy and uncle. omgg. uncle totally thrashed us. walao. he was really damn high eh. super annoying man. that crazy guy. HAHA. ohh! i might have lost to him but i still won MONEY MONEY MONEY! (: hehe!

TO JACE: hello! please pay me the money money money that you owe me frm the mj game. thanks! hahahahahahaha!

oh noooo): i have tuition tmrw and i havent done my hw yet-.- dieee. nvm. i shall chiong later

watched the Green Hornet with erica and kimberly today. AWESOME MAX. it was action packed AND funny(: i wanna watch it again man!

oh yeah. had CNY celebrations in school. hah. it was an utter waste of my time. pure crap-.- i just wasted like 3hrs of my time sitting in the school hall watching crap. ahhhhh. not to mention that my legs and ass were numb after that.

there's just something bout liars that piss me off. oh. and i really hate it when people hide things from me. really gets on my nerves.

and why is it that whenever we are faced with shitty times, we always say that others have it so much easier than us? why do we always make it seem like we have it the hardest? i do not agree with this mentality because, i believe that every single person has their own problems and shit to deal with. this all depends on whether you choose to deal with it and do your best for the day or just wallow in self pity and push the blame to everyone else.

instead of complaining and what not, we should be making the best out of what we have. because we owe ourselves that much.

i am tired. the past few days have been a blur to me. it seems like i have been doing the same fucking thing every single day. home, bathe, eat, homework, sleep. damndamndamn shag and stressed now. im afraid that i wont be able to persevere till o levels are over. im afraid that i might buckle from the stress and just collapse. what should i do? im quite glad that i have awesome friends by my side though. haha. they make life so much more fun and meaningful.

first day of school today. met up with eunice and chanel in the canteen before finding our new classroom. FML. my bloody classroom is on the 4th floor-.- imagine having to climb 4 floors up and down several times everyday. thinking about it makes me tired alrdy. so anyways, morning assembly today was friggin fucked up. we had to sit at the assembly ground for atleast a fucking hour. what the shit man. anyways, class was boring and i hate my current sitting position. sucks balls. i miss my previous sitting position! ): no more entertainment from ioqf anymore!

happy belated birthday to me.

simply stunning.

merry xmas everyone!

FML. i had to close my tragus piercing. WHYWHYWHY! TELL ME WHY??? ): damn sad!

JACE TAY JUST DROOLED ON HERSELF!

FML.

wow. my mum is being a bitch again. why am i not surprised. i just hope that she wont nag at me for going out tomorrow:/

hotness ttm!

Jace's Prezzie(:

OMG! im like damn excited! HAHAHA!(: coz i ordered my sis's birthday present online and i finally received it today. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! it was shipped all the way frm america okkk! cool rite? LOL! damn. i wanna open it up right now man! but nah, i shall wait till she gets back and let her open it up herself(:

(:

selling stuff at some flea later w/ my sis(: at some place called Alcova or some shit. HAHA. come support if you can ok!

zapp brannigan ftw!

"Brannigan's law is a lot like brannigans love, Hard and fast"


Leela: "You know Zapp, someone ought to teach you a lesson."
Zapp: "If it's a lesson in love, watch out! I suffer from a very sexy learning disability. What do I call it, Kif?"
Kif: *sigh* "Sexlexia."

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACE(:

youre finally 15, hope tat you will become a stronger person and tat you will be happy everyday! (: yr present is on its way so, dont be impatient ok! HAHAHA! i hope you will like it man! nvm. i will take it even if you dont wan it(: LOL! okk! hope we will have fun celebrating yr birthday later!!! WOOHOO!

had dinner at resorts world, some italian restaurant. awesome ttm. gonna upload some pics soon. just played bs w/ rishi, ken, clarence, peixuan, teresa and jace. FUN SIA! hahahahahaha! ok bye!

pds seafood dinner!

had our pds seafood dinner at east coast. ms teo came too. fucking awesome man! had soo much fun. haha. many retarded moments. took like 1234564321 pics. hahaha. gonna upload like 2 here onli though. coz my internet is lagging like some slow motherfucker-.-

when all is bad and you just wanna curl up in bed and cry yrself to slp, just noe tat all will be better in a matter of time. no matter how bad it may seem rite now, it will always get better.

you are not alone.


Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.
-- Author Unknown

HELLO WORLD. IM JUST BORED(:

chicken wingsssssss

Sunset Pub And Grill for dinner.

pics will be up soon(:

Animal- Neon Trees

haha. just kinda felt like posting tis coz tis song is stuck in my head right now. hmm. just a thought. i tink pple shld reli make sure tat they memorise the lyrics of a song well before they sing it out loud while bs-ing. LMAO. yes. you noe who you are(:

Animal- Neon Trees
Here we go again
I kinda wanna be more than friends
So take it easy on me
I'm afraid you're never satisfied.

Here we go again
We're sick like animals
We play pretend
You're just a cannibal

And I'm afraid I wont get out alive
No I won't sleep tonight

CHORUS:
Oh, oh
I want some more
Oh, oh
What are you waitin' for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waitin' for?
What are you waitin' for?
Say goodbye to my heart tonight

Here we are again
I feel the chemicals kickin' in
It's gettin' heavier
I wanna run and hide
I wanna run and hide

I do it every time
You're killin' me now
And I won't be denied by you
The animal inside of you

CHORUS:
Oh, oh
I want some more
Oh, oh
What are you waitin' for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight.
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waitin' for?
What are you waitin' for?
Say goodbye to my heart tonight

Hush, hush
The world is quiet
Hush, hush
We both can't fight it
It's us that made this mess
Why can't you understand?
Whoa, I won't sleep tonight

I wont sleep tonight

Here we go again
Here we go again
Here we go again

CHORUS
Oh, oh
I want some more
Oh, oh
What are you waitin' for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight.
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waitin' for?
What are you waitin' for?
Say goodbye to my heart tonight.

Oh, oh
I want some more
Oh, oh
What are you waitin' for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight.
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waitin' for?
What are you waitin' for?
Say goodbye to my heart tonight.

Oh, oh
I want some more
Oh, oh
What are you waitin' for?
Take a bite of my heart tonight.
Oh oh
I want some more
Oh oh
What are you waitin' for?
What are you waitin' for?
Say goodbye to my heart tonight.

old pics.

TRAGUS BABY!!(:

PDS comp today. it was fucked. congrats to all the winning teams though. saw some snco, usar friends there(: we reached sch at bout 7plus. chionged to tm w/ rishi, honey, laogong and chan. got my tragus pierced w/ rishi. fucking painful sia. bloody hell. i took like 20-30 mins to convince myself to get the piercing. HAHAHA. i noe im a pussy when it comes to piercings. bloody tired man!

got gd news(: haha. there's no training tmrw! WOOHOO!

tired.

been feeling reli tired these few days coz ive been having hardcore training. yep. sad life. no choice though, my competition is like on tis coming saturday:/

OMG. i wanna watch HARRY POTTER(: WOOHOO! excited much! ohoh! and im looking forward to going out w/ dear soon(: miss her loads. yeah. so anyways, i just finished taking the photos for cst. reli took alot. haha. feelin' accomplished now.